A Fall of Good Memories

The Kid in Me Has Reunited With Old Friends

I haven’t been on the blog since I ran my first half marathon earlier this year.

Since then, I’ve been training for a full marathon and have eclipsed the 13.1 mark 4 times since that first half marathon.

I didn’t think I’d ever be where I am now, running my first half marathon and my first full marathon in the same year, but, I’m still climbing.

There’s a journey involved with that story and once I cross the finish line in Dallas on December 13th, you will hear about it shortly after that.

Today will be about a different topic. Today is a little more about the kid who never thought he’d be where he is today for a different reason.

Today is about how this Fall has invoked special memories from my youth that I just had to discuss. I may jump around a bit, but please be patient with my thoughtful word vomit.


I’ve always loved the fall. One of my favorite things I’ve ever written was on this blog a couple years back about what the Fall means to me.

Football, flannels, the fall colors, and Halloween of all things are truly things that calm me down. In how hurried of a society we’ve gotten ourselves into, I rely on the fall to be the great equalizer.

Football season arrives with cool weather that has always soothed me. Leading right into my favorite holiday of Halloween just makes it even better.

So what is it about this fall that’s made me feel good? Well, the cool wind brings back warm memories of the past. This fall has been all about tapping into good old nostalgia and taking a much needed smelling of the roses.

I’ve also written about nostalgia on the blog before and while I discuss its positives and negatives, I’d like to lean much more into the positives this time around.


Video games are almost always that nostalgia kicker for me. But it’s not just me that’s feeling that nostalgic bump: the whole industry is!

With The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time Remake soon to drop, it’s one of those games that stands as a legit attention threat to the highly-anticipated Grand Theft Auto VI release just a few weeks later.

Not only is OOT one of the greatest games ever made, it’s one that literally transcends time itself across its story and its legacy. People still have the original game as their favorite game of all-time and I don’t blame them!

The game itself was first introduced to me by my older cousin who had a Nintendo 64. And God bless him because I’m sure he was “made” to share his console with his younger cousins at family gatherings, but in my youth, this was one of the more formative experiences of my life.

While Mario Kart 64 was the prime attention-grabber at the time, I couldn’t help but still feel captured when I first heard the Song of Storms for the first time. I mean, nobody forgets their first time hearing this:

I eventually got to play through Ocarina of Time as it was brought to different consoles over time, never thinking it could ever be remade considering it was, indeed, a classic that as long as it got scaled up and was available on some Nintendo hardware, it was fine.

But, the people love Link. Our boy wasn’t in need of a modern remaster, but boy are we glad he is now. Look at this side by side:

The game isn’t going to be a 1-to-1 remake. They’re going to take some liberties and update the experience so it plays like a modern game. Good things like camera control and giving Link a jump button! If you said “Jump” button in 1998, people would’ve thought you were insane!

While some people are upset the changes are going to be made, I can’t help but be excited about the changes and what improvements have been made. I went back and played the original a couple years back and yes, the age of some of the controls and situations shows all too well. It doesn’t make it any less of a classic, but at the same time, it’s still frustrating.

With a modern game, OOT can continue to live on forever, building its legacy from the original audience to a brand new one that will carry the game and the fandom forward. I’ve been in the Zelda fandom for a long time and will be when I get to show future generations the OOT remake.

That’s how time is meant to be. And to quote Sheik from the original game to close out this section, I say this:


Another video game remaster has had my attention this fall.

Toy Story 3: Complete Edition is the remastered classic from the PS3 era that has, until now, been locked on the now aged PS3.

Sony has this issue with remastering and porting PS3 games to modern hardware. However, given peoples’ love and want for more experiences from the old days, they couldn’t help but jump on board with this.

Toy Story is in my Top 3 films of all time and always will. Sheriff Woody will always hold a special place in my heart. As shown in this comparison photo of me and my older brother from days past and when seeing Toy Story 5 this summer, that love will always be there:

Back in 2010, when Toy Story 3 came out, it became one of the first experiences I’d had where I cried in public. That film, to this day, makes me cry on the spot throughout the entire end sequence of the film.

We obviously took care of our toys from the old days, but coming home from the movie and being able to hop into the Open World “Toy Box” mode of the Toy Story 3 video game helped create new memories with Woody, Buzz, and the rest of the gang in a much more interactive way.

The Toy Box mode has dozens of hours of missions, activities, and more that brought the scenarios you once only played with your imagination and your toys to digital life. This game created a fun environment for our favorite toys to clash with aliens, Wild West bandits, and more in a free-for-all sandbox where the only limits are your imagination.

Having this game back on PS5 is like a hug to my 13-year-old self. The kid who wondered how long those memories with Woody could last, considering Andy had just decided to move forward from his memories in the climax of the third film.

While that 13-year-old kid grew up and is still doing his best to figure it out, he’s still got a friend in Woody. The toys are still here to help after all these years. To Infinity and Beyond.


The final game I have to discuss is one that’s also boldly coming out in November to dethrone GTAVI as this fall’s top game:

This game actively referencing GTA in its marketing is the perfect way to go about the unexpected remaster of a beloved title from 2004.

Shrek 2 gripped the nation like no other. I’ve written about my love for Shrek on the blog before, but this game was one of the best multiplayer experiences on consoles, hands-down.

The PS2’s Multi-Tap, an accessory that allowed 4 controllers to be plugged in at once, was made almost specifically for this game.

The game loosely followed the plot of the film with a few deviations to help carry the plot out a little more.

I always played as Donkey where I could and his “Burro Blast” special move was always one of the top experiences of playing as him. I also can’t help but remember every sleepover from the years 2004-2006 almost always had Shrek 2 as a part of them because it was such a great 4-player game.

Everybody got a chance to find a character they liked or play as a new character in each level. The gameplay balance and challenges of this game was also spectacular because just when you thought you loved playing as Shrek, you’d have to play as the Big Bad Wolf for a few levels just to move things forward.

But, one of the most notable parts of this game was that at the end of each story level, the game would activate a “Hero Time” moment and a single player would have to pass a challenge to advance the game:

There was nothing quite like passing the controller around with siblings and friends as we all failed some of the harder “Hero Times” as young 7 and 8-year-olds.

While I’m sure myself and my friends have become better gamers in the last 22 years since this game’s initial release, I can’t wait to play this with them again.

To cap off this nostalgic section, I’ll just have to close it off with a banger from the Shrek 2 soundtrack:


I know I tend to wax poetic about nostalgia and compare what was to what is a lot.

I’ve realized this blog has become much more of a time capsule for me as much as it’s also my attempt to entertain through a kind of storytelling I don’t get to do on an everyday basis anymore.

A lot of the stories I have from my life experience wouldn’t be possible without the three games from above nor the ones from this chart below:

Now, none of the 9 games on this graph of mine are the three remastered games in this blog. However, almost all of them have modern remasters or ways to play them today.

As a matter of fact, now’s never been a better time to be a Kingdom Hearts fan like myself because you can finally take it on the go thanks to their most recent release on Nintendo Switch!

So, my lasting message to you from this blog is this: if you’ve ever had a favorite video game from when you were younger, there’s never been a better time to go dig it up and play it again.

Whether modern consoles have it available or not, you can recapture what you once had. A lot’s happened since you last played that game. I know it has. A lot of hard days with even harder situations you never thought you’d experience have happened to you.

But, these games can help center you and bring you back to a much more peaceful time, guaranteed. While we can’t rewind time, we can carry the happy memories with us into the present to create a better future. Whether it’s in a virtual sandbox with your favorite toys, listening to soothing tunes on an ocarina, or breaking an Ogre and his noble steed out of jail with your friends, the tales of our past can give us the right spark to fly into the future.

Enjoy your fall. Create some new memories.

~DS

Despite my concern for the current state of the video game industry, Kingdom Hearts can save the day

Can Sora save the industry from falling into darkness?

Video games are my positive addiction. Always have been, always will be. To me, they’re the greatest escape for my mind over any book, TV show, or film.

2023 was a banner year for video game releases. My Top 5 anticipated games from last year ended up being incredible, each in their own right. I recently completed Final Fantasy VII: Rebirth and I absolutely loved every second of it.

But despite games being in a seemingly good state, it appears that they aren’t behind the scenes, and even in some cases, wide out in the open.

Game companies are growing and contracting at a rapid rate. Synergizing studio purchases lay ground for the closing of many other indie studios and mass layoffs. Square Enix and PlayStation are reporting disappointing numbers despite developing some of the decade’s most brilliant games. Live-service games, microtransactions, and advertisements are littering the entire gaming industry with unfortunately no signs of slowing down. Mobile “games” are supposedly becoming the go-to medium for developers.

Because of all the above circumstances and many more, I’ve started to lose faith in the game industry a bit. Like I said above, I loved all of the games that I played last year. However, my want to replay them and their overall impact felt like they’d been dampened by everything else going on in the video game industry.

But, through all the darkness, there is light.


The Kingdom Hearts series is once again the subject of one of my blogs because alongside the series’ main theme, it truly feels that the light in all the darkness is the development and continuation of this series.

I’ve touched on it previously, but this series has grown up alongside me; and although my perspective on life may have changed throughout the years, the series itself has remained a constant in all the chaos.

Although the series has deviated down paths that reflect the negative state of the industry, like microtransactions and mobile games, the core of the series has remained the same. Every time the series breaks through the darkness with any new news and updates, it feels like the entire gaming world tilts.

This may just feel like that for me because I love the games and I am an active member within the community, but the series has grown beyond what anyone thought it could be.

The first draft of this blog was another spout of negativity. The original working title was “The future of the video game industry is in danger” and while I still feel like this is true, it was Kingdom Hearts that came through to change my perspective on how I felt.

The bit of news that completely had me feeling excited about games again was the fact that the series was becoming available on Steam for the very first time.

While the series isn’t new to PC, it was only previously available on the Epic Games Store. If you’re into PC gaming or not, Steam is the more universally accepted way to host and play games on PC. The Epic Games store versions allowed mod creation to extend the lives of each title, but now, with even more modders and players through Steam, the series lives on in an even greater way.

I even hopped up to make a new YouTube video about the news and potential information leaks about Kingdom Hearts IV, Sora appearing in Fortnite, and the enhanced potential of a Kingdom Hearts Disney+ show.

Although the only title missing from Steam is Melody of Memory, there is potential that soon follows. It just seems like the Kingdom Hearts news train is chugging along speedily once again.


Nobody knows what the future looks like. I’m not sure if the Kingdom Hearts series will fall victim to the plagues of live-service and advertisements that are being pushed along with by the other large gaming companies and titles.

What I do know is that as long as this series is around, I will care about the state of video games. I will fight for what’s right for gamers. I hope that everyone’s hearts are connected to help bring back what made gaming so special in the first place.

We’re not supposed to be peddling short-term crap. We’re supposed to be connecting to the characters, stories, and experiences that video games are able to provide us more than books, TV shows, movies, and fucking advertisements ever could.

If this series, and many others, fall victim to the plagues, then gaming is truly dead.

~DS